I am Okay ( an epiphany of sorts )

It’s a fact that people will surprise you in the most delicious way when you least expect it.

Last week, for instance, two coworkers accused me of being articulate, which was absolutely lovely, and of being smart, which was flattering, and then one of them went on to say that I have my act together. I was surprised to realize that all of a sudden, I actually do.

I may be overqualified for my current job, and I may be living from paycheck to paycheck, I may not appear to have the best life from the outside, but really, when it comes down to it? I love my life the way it is.

I love that I have a job that enables me to cover most of my expenses.

I love that I have friends that love me beyond reasons.

I love that I still feel as though life is full of countless possibilities and that I can recreate myself.

I love knowing that by this time next year, I may be in a completely new place in my life, and that I may be writing myself a completely different kind of letter by my next birthday.

The very fact that life is full of hardships and situations designed to make you work through them is what makes you. Not only does it make your life interesting, but it helps you realize what sort of character you have. It adds layers to the puzzle that is you. It shows you what you’re capable of. And hardships are unavoidable in life.

I guess I’m finally okay with that. And I’m finally okay again.

I’m finally me again.