Insomniac at work.

Its 2am, and I'm listening to Power 98 on the radio, but I still can't fall asleep...

I got home at a reasonable hour today, stayed awake for a while to chat online with someone in Glasgow, and now I'm tired from tossing and turning around.

Insomnia is a bitch... it's so easy to take something that will make you sleep most of the way through the night, but you never feel truly rested afterwards, and its a dangerous crutch to use too often.

So as I struggle to clear my head, here is a list of things I find myself wanting (in no particular order):
- a new job
- soft, chewy chocolate chip cookies, where the chocolate pulls apart as you eat it .. yums
- to be 10 kgs lighter
- to be free of jealousy
- to be lying next to someone, with him stroking my hair :)
- a steaming bowl of Mom's homemade vegetable soup
- to forgive and forget
- for Max to stay a kitten forever
- to be a number one priority on someone's list
- to pay off all my debts *groan*
- to get 8 hours of uninterrupted, un-pharmaceutically enhanced sleep every night.
- an upcoming weekend of great running-on-the beach weather
- long-time friends to find a little more time to check in on me

Back to the pillow I suppose...