TGIF..

Well, it's been a long week. And I know I made many promises and some of which didn't come through. But then, you have to understand that when things are in a turmoil, promises do get tossed by the wayside.

The things I want to say; to specific people, to no one in general. I want to hop on a plane and fly across the Asia to be there for someone who probably doesn't even need me anymore. I want to go for an interview that says, yes, you're fantastic, and we want to actually give you what you're worth. I want the doctor to be honest when they say, this shouldn't hurt, and just admit that it's going to be worse than anything you can possibly imagine. Most of all I want to say things to him that are swirling around in my head, things that I know that should be better left unsaid. I want to be able to say things, and have him understand like he thinks I don't.And I want it to be real and for it to still be here. And I hate the things I cannot say.

But most of all, I want to say I'm getting there. I'm just taking my time.


Here's Lykke Li with "I'm good, I'm gone".