U is for....

... Unusually quiet, that's what I have been. Lately.

I’ve been gone for a while. Life has been busy and exciting and overwhelming. Changes are afoot. Big changes.

The last few weeks have been stressful. Overwhelming. They’ve been the sort of weeks where you have everything and nothing happening all at once. Things move slowly, but the hopes and worries are lightening fast and erratic. There is quite a bit of unknown at the moment. Excitement is mounting, but with with every peak, there is the inevitable slope downward. Sometimes the descent is quick, without warning, leaving you on your own to pick yourself up and check for bruises… and at other times it’s so gradual you barely notice. You find your footing and keep moving without missing a step.

I’m not sure what my outcome will be. I’m slightly terrified.