Hello December!

Another weekend wasted away.

Why does it always seem that I wait until approximately 8pm on Sunday evening before I even start any of my weekend plans?

Guys, it's December. What the hell?! How is it December? How has ANOTHER year gone by? Man, how I hate these stupid open-ended questions!

I am just sometimes overwhelmed at how it feels like the days will never pass, and before I know, it's been months.

As some of you know, it's been a bit of a tough year for me. Kind of emotionally draining. And I'd be lying if I said I wasn't looking forward to this time of the year because I knew that I'd be over the worst of it.

I don't like to talk about it much on here, but this year has kicked me in the ass and forced me to grow up a little and it seems that I've moved into a more spiritual realm of being.( think "ohm" and not to be confused with religious).

I don't let things get to me as much as I used to. I don't take things or comments directed at me as seriously. And if I do, I usually get over it fast. Like, super fast. Faster than Superman flying around the world. Okay, not that fast, but you get the picture.

As much as this year was shitty, I needed it. It's funny how it's always the hard times that make you a stronger person in life. *cliched, I know*

It's only going to get better.

And I know now that if it's not okay, then it's not the end. This is what keeps me going.